postr/StutterDecember 17, 2024

Can't say present mam in class

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Can't say present mam in class I am studying bsc nursing 1st sem, my stuttering started at 6th class... But i managed most of my stuttering till 12th... I can read without stuttering and i can say my name.. Etc... When i mean stuttering it is blocks...when talking one on one... It occurs only mild.. But when people increase, my blocks also increase.. Mainly block occurs with words starting with R and S...when i had a doubt, i will ask my friends to say... But i somehow managed nicely till 12th, no one knowed i had stuttering... When a block appear.. Mi usually use another word... But this all changed when i joined college... My class is 100 students... I can't even say present in my class... First 1 week... had no problem... But when days went, the blick increased so i say, mam present mam, i am present mam... But my fear increased... And my friend is telling my present for me, but sometimes i can say... When other students are talking each other while calling names, when the leader calls... Mostly i can say... But when teacher calls... I can't... For my luck i have no block in telling my name...before telling my friend to say present for me... I had serious anxiet problems and i usually vomit due to anxiety when waking up... And my hear beat very fast when teacher calls name one by one... And when taking numbers too... I got blocks... And now i have block while reading infront of the whole class... When camed to college first two weeks i talked less... Die to fear of stuttering.. But now i talk very much... Because i already told them i have stuttering and appear less block.. My main problem now is i cant say present or read infront of class... Or have fear due to stutter... What should i do... Is there any solution

Themes

Speech & StutteringAnticipation & AvoidanceEmotional ExperienceSchool & Work

Subthemes

Blocks & StoppagesFeared Words & NamesAnxiety & Social JudgmentSchool & Academic LifeAvoidance & Substitution

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