Hang in there. I had similar thoughts at your age. Thought I'd never get a girlfriend or good job. It all worked out in the end. I still stutter, but it has improved dramatically with practice and a willingness to put myself out there. I bet you have many qualities that people enjoy. Most stutterers are very empathetic and good listeners. There are no tricks to make a stutter disappear, but with practice and determination you can improve your speech. If you just need someone to talk to feel free to PM me.