You know what the black pill is? You know what Mgtow is? The funny thing is that. If this shit wasn't so serious like the rest of this community claims then I wouldn't even be here. You see buddy I went through your post history and I literally agree with everything that you say. Not because I like to shout into a echo chamber and validate my own feelings but because it is true. 🤔 I learnt something Early on in life. And that is that power beats everything the person who is at the top stays up there. I'm not sure if you watch anime, but the main character usually starts off weak then he becomes the strongest by the end, and people might claim that he had to work hard and go through all the personal development but he is just lucky with hella plot armor everytime. But for people like us we have no one, not even fucking luck wants to be on our side. I'm only in the 10th grade, I'm younger than you. And I know I'ma be forever alone because of this stupid ass disability. I'm suicidal but I will never kill myself because I don't know what happens after we die and that shit frightens me. I use to believe in God until I realized that a all loving God wouldn't put me through this shit. And the crazy thing is that if I didn't stutter I would be perfectly fine but no I just got fucked early on in life. This is the stutter pill 💊. (Sorry for typing so damn much but I'm afraid that your the only person who can understand this)