Stay positive my friend. It’s hard and many of us have been there before. Your stutter, like mine, is part of who we are. Believe it or not, there are people out there and you will meet them eventually. It’s just we are on a different path then many other people. Use this unique path to learn some things non-stutters can’t. I believe I’m a much more compassionate person to other peoples struggles, because I deal with my own.