Stuttering and Motivation

Stuttering and Motivation Hello i am 24m stuttering since childhood, recently from the past month i am finding it difficult to just get through anything i am so much tensed about future and my stuttering is somewhat severe, everyday i wake up motivated and if any stuttering incident happen i lose that motivation again, Dealing with stuttering everyday makes life unpredictable in all aspects and it's very hard but very important to be self motivated because only you can motivate yourself and only you can understand your situation better than anyone, How do you guys find/ deal with motivation to go through life and just be happy despite of Stuttering and it's unpredictable nature because i am having a hard time with it?