I am so hurt. Today my sister told me that I was not doing enough with my stutter. That I didn't want to get better. I feel so crushed.

I am so hurt. Today my sister told me that I was not doing enough with my stutter. That I didn't want to get better. I feel so crushed. I was trying to say "polio", a word that contains the dreaded "p" sound. She blurted annoyed that "why do you make the sound so hard, while trying to take it out?? Make it softer" I told her that she out of all people should show me some patience and let me just get it out. She just threw this back at me: "don't you want to get better?" I was doing so well with my image as a speaker. That I'll stutter and it won't matter. But it does apparently.