Honestly at this point I think that's the only option. Everybody here is encouraging me to confess and they have compelling arguments. Seems I can't run from this, it's a part of me and I should accept it. Sometimes we are just born to suffer no matter how much we try. I didn't even choose to stutter yet people make me feel bad for existing. Stuttering is honestly the worst trait to inherit from our parents. I hate stuttering it ruined my life.