I feel the same. Also you have a few English errors. I'm a native speaker and my grammar sucks cuz I don't know how to use punctuation lol. But you said " I don't have any good advice to stutters." It's actually supposed to be " I don't have any good advice to stutterers" I'm not sure if it was a typo but stutterers is how you address a group of people who stutter. Also another error I see is that your omitting "to" for example when you say "40 years, no friends, Live alone, very lonely person, bad job all hard and physical due my stuttering" i think what you meant to say was "I am 40 years old, I have no friends, live alone, I am a very lonely person, bad jobs all hard due to my stuttering". Now I'm not sure what you mean by " bad jobs all hard and physical due my stuttering". That doesn't really make sense I think you left out some context there. But overall your English is fine👍 (also if you didn't understand any of my tips then I'm sorry because my grammar sucks ass lol)