I recommend you go to a speech therapist who deals with stuttering. They can help you deal with the emotional aspect of stuttering by practicing "acceptance". It would do wonders for you And your outlook As I got older I've realized it's not a big deal if I stutter. The biggest reason I came to the realization is that I realized most people don't care that I stutter, nor do they have any negative feelings about it. It's all on our heads. Sometimes we are or worst enemy because of our negative thoughts and perceptions.