omg this is an amazing quote. It got to me hard. I am, with validation from my English professor, a really good writer and I feel this way all of the time, but I thought about it. I'm what's preventing me from being outgoing and vocalizing. It's like when I get an impulse to say something, there's another impulsive thought that i'm going to stutter and I dont know how to turn or ignore that voice completely.