Yeah man. I totally get it all. Find people who know you and who you can talk to and stutter around. Those people will be the ones to hold you up. It’s depressing as fuck. I had plans to. I’m 32. You end up living an alternative life. I’m on disability pension. The government gives me a pension. I can’t work either. I did finish uni with my stutter. And I have worked with my stutter. But it is an uphill battle. Some days are worse than others. It will destroy everything you get excited about cos you can’t express it. I know the feeling. You’ll have to learn how to enjoy the things that you do have. And live an alternative life to what society expects. Some may judge you. But it’s not your fault.