Are your colleagues patient with you? I know how brutal the medicine side can be like at the hospital. So highly competitive and fast paced with attending and directors drilling you. I went to a session at our hospital and a 4th year resident presented a case on the podium. I thought to myself I could never do that, but man, do I wish I could. I would love to experience freedom from this trap I’ve been in for 37 years. I’m a nurse btw.