Unfortunately there are a lot of cruel ppl who get powerful jobs so they can play sick little mind games with ppl like you that have a heart and feelings. These ppl are narcissistic, Please do not let some narcissistic, shit of a human make you feel less than. Your stutter does not define you. I heard this yesterday and I hope it helps you like it helps me: When you take your life you don’t end the pain, you give it tenfold to your community. It was on a thread about a 911 operator getting a suicide call. It doesn’t just hurt all of your family it then scars the community. We pass our pain around. I am sorry this asshole didn’t help you, I am sorry he was so bad at his job he actually hurt your sense of self worth. I wish you could treat yourself as you would a beloved friend and be kind to yourself. Please take care of yourself and talk to someone else, that guy is a twat.