Am I the only one who sometimes just wants to smash things and yell?

Am I the only one who sometimes just wants to smash things and yell? Sometimes I get so frustrated from stuttering that I just want to yell and throw kicks at something. I hate it when I stutter in my job. People just don’t care anymore, sometimes when I’m talking to someone and I begin to stutter they just leave me alone without me finishing the sentence, like I’m a fucking idiot/clown. They leave I just stay there, stuttering like hell, alone. I hate it that, despite my sexual relations being satisfying, when I start talking I’m a boner killer. Since I was a child that I just live in a my world. I don’t have any friends. And there’s nothing I can do