Hey! I quite recognize myself in your text :D I have my stutter nicely under control around my friends, sometimes no one could ever say I'm a stutterer, but I have my bad days ofc and sometimes you can clearly tell. Around my family it's another story. I tend to stutter way more. I have a complicated relationship with my parents so that makes sense. I am extremely comfortable with my siblings but I think that's precisely why I tend to stutter a bit more with them: my guard is completely off and I say everything I want the way I want, hence the stuttering. Around my not so close family, I feel a bit stressed and they usually ask question about studies and other personal and "serious" topics where I have a explain myself, so my stuttering is more important that makes sense again. Also, I stutter a lot at work. Idk why :/ I've always have this dreadful relationship with people above me at work and even colleagues... Ofcourse, it's towards administration that my stutter is the worst, without surprises