People with very severe stutter(8/10 or higher). Hows life for you guys?

People with very severe stutter(8/10 or higher). Hows life for you guys? I see alot of posts herr from ppl with mild stutter who can talk on phones and give interviews etc. I'm not saying that they're not suffering or they have it easy. Just wondering how fellow heavy stutterers life is going. Job/ marraige/ education etc. I'm a very heavy stutterer. Haven't talked on phone in months. Ppl who ask me something regret it just as much as i do answering them. Final year University student and i feel like killing myself everyday. Got no hopes for a job or a good future.