My friend you are young and have so much life to live. I stuttered and had another speech impediment when I was young. I went through years of speech therapy in elementary school, in middle and high school my stuttering was at it's worst. Once I left the home and went to College it improved - towards the end of college it pretty much disappeared. A week from now I'll turn 25 and have had plenty of girl friends. Long term, short term, and little college flings. There are a lot of things i'm insecure about that were worse than my stutter. I was able to have partners and potential interests all along the way. Do things that make you proud of yourself, go do hard things, and get out of your comfort zone. I a lot of myself in you. If you ever need someone reach out. You are not alone.