Meditation makes me think really straight. Our family is Buddhist so meditation is familiar since childhood. I just explained how I cured 100% believe it or not is non of my business. I meditated for a long period of time Doesn’t mean I have to tolerate anything. Meditation doesn’t give u zen or anything it just make me relaxed and talk back clearly. My English is a little bit of becoz English is not my native language. But sure is I am healed 100% and I are not. Find a way on ur own to overcome it.