I became a hermit because of it. I just accepted it. I have no strength. I'm weak but that's fine with me. I refuse to play this rat race with settings I was given. It's like playing competitive video games on 5 FPS. Not enjoyable. In my eyes I'm a hero, because this curse ends with me. It's like a sacrifice for greater good. There is no way I can pass this to the next generation. Just how cruel one must be. This ends, with me and I'm proud.