I hope you’re okay I know what this is like you then go into a YouTube wormhole looking for help for stuttering and what it means and how to find a cure. But then again everyone’s stutter is different and affects you in a different way. I really hope you’re alright I had a rough day in work my stutter showed and I wasn’t too happy about it but I brushed it off but somehow still leaves you feeling deflated. If there was a cure I’d take it