Later I'm gonna die

Later I'm gonna die Tomorrow I have my first presentation at work so first 2 things: 1) I really suck on presentations in front of other people 2) the presentation is on english and english is not my first language I think i am going to take Clonazepam or other pill for anxiety because it's the only way to be in calm and maybe stuttering less. Fuck i hate work in general only for these type of shits Dudes, send me all your good vibes pls. :( UPDATED : It was like a shit. I guess I was expecting some miracle to finally talk good in a presentation. Well now i am analizing about killmyself because is always like that and i am tired.