Careless, I hope you go out and show everyone what a great person you truly are. People value others for their character more than appearance. Your dependability, loyalty, and shared interests will draw others to you. Don't let your low self-esteem limit you anymore. Every one of us is worthy of friendship. It just takes effort to put yourself out there in many environments. Perhaps you have a hobby or a special skill. That would be a good place to start. Especially if you have an interest or a special knowledge. We, stutterers, have had unfortunate experiences with uneducated and cruel people. Not everyone is like that. You will be accepted by the best kind of people if you look in places where good people are. Best of luck, Sue