Exactly, after a certain period of making weird faces and making everyone uncomfortable, i just start regretting why i ever started this sentence. I jump at the first chance of getting out of it. Sometimes the word gets stuck permanently and no matter how much u try it doesn't come out at all when u actually want to say it. And then 10 mins later when the topic changes, you realize that word is now coming out easily without a block. I swear my stammer just keeps finding ways to embarrass me 😂.