If I didn't stutter

If I didn't stutter I would stream and actually make money, because nothing would stop me then. I would actually engage in conversations. I would be the extrovert I was born to be. I would not see the future as dark. I would see no point in not having kids. I would not be in this dump of a miserable life I am right now. I would actually have friends. I would actually talk to my internet friends through the mic. I would have no idea what social anxiety and depression feels like. I would live normally, take so much for granted and not realize how much of a wonderful fucking life I'm living.