I find it easier to order in a quiet place where I can put all my “techniques” into practice, of course this doesn’t stop me overthinking and worrying about it in the moments leading up too. But the comments towards you are disrespectful, no one will ever know how crippling having a stutter is unless they experience it. You need support from your family not to be put down and embarrassed. I always find it hard because it’s not a “visible” disability until you’re in deep water trying to get out. Pick yourself back up, brush your self down and just because she’s “family” doesn’t mean you have to put up with her.