“Don’t speak to me Send me what you want on WhatsApp”
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“Don’t speak to me Send me what you want on WhatsApp” I don’t know when this pain will ever end. Im tired of constantly worrying about everything. Working a job I have just because you don’t have to speak much to anyone then this happens. I called my manger for something work related. All I wanted to say was “The jack-stand is seized you need to bring another one” One simple sentence anyone with half a brain cell can say it. But no I just said “The jack ssssttt” Couldn’t finish the word then manger cuts me off and says “Can you message me what you want what-app” I said ok and hung out. Im already struggling mentally due to me stammer then he comes in and fucks everything more. Someone can think of it as no big deal but for me it’s a step closer to ending it all. I have got no one. Tried to accept who I am. Someone with no friends who can’t order through a drive thru. Simple things like these when you stack them over each other you realise that you are not worthy. You can’t do the most basic things a human can do. There so much things I wanted to say but I just kept quiet cuz i know the moment I open my mouth I will stammer.