That really sucks! It is encouraging to see you have a rich social and love life. Hold on to that good part of your life. Concerning help or support with your job finding there are some resources to help you. [https://westutter.org/careersuccess/](https://westutter.org/careersuccess/) Additionally, in our Stuttering Support Discord group there are members people who hold mock interviews to help work on your interview skills while stuttering! [https://discord.gg/stutter](https://discord.gg/stutter) ​ Good luck!