The whole concept is that you have to keep working on it daily… it’s not something that you ever stop working on. It’s the only program that exists. And that offers hope. I’m sorry to hear that you lost hope. Personally I am holding onto the hope that I can improve my speech. If all else fails you would have read a bunch of books out aloud and warmed up your vocal cords 🤷🏻‍♂️🤣 doesn’t seem too bad.