Thanks for sharing and well done in taking your first step towards easing your struggle with your stutter. Visit any of the many national stuttering websites for all you need to know. Get into a support group - there are plenty online, usually organised by your countries stuttering association and through Eventbrite. You don't have to speak, although it's gently encouraged to share your particular struggle with stuttering, buut you can just listen to the conversation either. Go to a speech therapist who specialises in stuttering. Good luck!