Thank you for your response. :) My boyfriend and I live about 40-45 minutes away from each other so unfortunately we can’t see each other on an everyday basis, it’s usually once or twice a week. So that’s why we talk over the phone; it’s nice to hear the other’s voice ^^ I just feel so bad because he’s a really social, interesting person who can talk about anything and everything. And here I am unable to get any words out while trying to talk to him about stuff, ahhhh, it makes me wanna cry. I can’t have normal conversations like people in a relationship should. I think I’m gonna be totally honest with him about my current state, but I’m very scared about what will follow.