I am in my btech and about to sit in placements.. back before joining college I was shortlisted for SSB three times but I could not make it becoz of my stammer at that time .. even though before any mock gd or interview I get very anxious and start stammering in between at some words takes me 2-3 attempts to pronounce .. even my technical trainer reviewed me that I am at worst level I could not even read properly but when I am talking to myself when I am alone or with friends i don't stammer much .. I had a girl that was interested in me but when se heard me speaking she told me to work on my communication skills and left .. idk how to tackle this ..my mom and dad have so much expectations with me idk what I will do in life.. it's better to die than living with this feeling ..