Bro I feel the pain and I totally accept it I have the same problem as you and thousands of others, but only complaining really won't solve anything, I was in the same situation I complained about it all the time I even went to a therapist what he said was really helpful, complaining about it all the time will just make it worse and making a big deal out of it won't solve anything, Many scientists and famous people had stuttering did that keep them from improving ? definitely not. So what I'm trying to say is you have every right to express your feelings but too much of it will only make you get worse, instead try to be positive about it