I’m both. Im aware that I’ll most likely stutter for the rest of my life and I’ve come to accept it and use it to my advantage in life so I’m happy but that also means have to work harder and struggle more than other people who don’t stutter and I’ll never be normal and it takes me back to when I was younger all I craved was normalcy… that makes me depressed asf like and I’ll be depressed for days and weeks.