You’re speaking to an entire global community of people who are going through what you’re going through. Start here. Find the stutters around you. Find National Stuttering Association chapters close to you. Join our discord. We have people who voice chat on there. Life’s not fair. We are dealt the cards we are dealt. Some people are handed 4 aces at birth, some people are handing shit cards. You have to work harder at something that comes easy and natural to others. That’s just life and the sooner you accept it and put in the work to get what you want, the happier you’ll be. Have you tried therapy? Both speech and mental ?