I use to feel like this too but you derserve to live your life the way you wanted. I am becoming a speech language pathologist to learn more and help people that are like us. I was worried at first because of my stutter but then I realize that not going to stop me and now my supervisors think I will be a great therapist. I know it will be hard but you might as well live the life that you want or at least try so at the end of it all you can you did your best!