I see where you're coming from, just because you deal with it, doesn't mean it's still not a nuisance and thus, you aren't completely ridden of the negative side effects if it and it still, in your mind( if i'm understanding this correctly), a negative force or a source of negativity. From the sounds of it, it seems like you're half way there to complete acceptance, although your current mindset or outlook renders your impediment a negative, Which is admittedly hard to shake. Btw thanks for the reply