Hello I am from a different culture ,country and different language and in someway while reading your post i think i felt exactly like you when this happened, I imagined the reception and the two guys faces talking to me in the same way, and kinda lived in my imagination a while, believe me I've cried a lot no one will experience like this and not crying don't feel bad about it , i think if they just staped you with knife will hurt less than what they did.