I’m the same way! Whenever I’m in a situation where speaking may be possible, I need to be with a family member. I expect it will be like this for my whole life but who cares? The way I see it, our severe stutters are just as much as a disability as any other disability and it’s completely fine that we need help. I just wish there was more awareness around it. I’m glad to hear you’re doing well though and sending a virtual hug your way too! 🫂