What makes it easier? What good will that do for me and I'm so uncomfortable with hearing it and having to listen to others makes me weary. I can't even watch youtube videos about it. Okay I'll PM you for sure! I'll also ask you about jobs in a message and about my current job situation. How have you accepted it? What steps did you take? I know it's all mental and I know once I accept it things will get easier but how? I know I want to get to that point where I can not be ashamed of it and accept and admit but it's hard. It's fine - loved hearing your experiences and thanks for sharing. Will def follow up soon!