Is it as bad as they say?

Is it as bad as they say? I just started stuttering about 5 months ago its gotten a little better sometimes and then a little worse sometimes, Im 13 right now and im worried about my future because I hear people in this subreddit saying they hate there stutter and that its really hard to talk and even some people are suicidal... Right now, me and my family are locked in our house so I dont really get to talk to anybody, my stutter isnt severe but it sometimes gets worse, believe me I get angry at my stutter too but will I end up absoulutley despising my stutter or wanting losing a job because of it, but then again my stutter might go away as soon as it came... So is it as bad as they say?