I went an hour without stuttering Sunday and now I feel defeated (rant)

I went an hour without stuttering Sunday and now I feel defeated (rant) I work at fast food, so I’m required to talk a lot. Whilst talking orders randomly in the middle of my shift I didn’t have one speech block or stutter. It felt so great, stuttering really is a curse. I wanted to cry when it came back, I feel like that was my brain giving me a break after 2 years of continuous stuttering and speech blocks. I want it to come back, that was the best hour of my life.