No sweat! Yes, I feel what you're saying. It's all just so weird. Lets say I can't say 'pencil', I will be able say 'encil' without a problem. At the end of the day, I think words/letters/syllables aren't the problem after all. The problem is our fear. Due to fear we look for danger in words/letters/syllables, but those words/letters/syllables aren't the real issue, I feel. It - for me - just seems so deep rooted. Just a theory, which might change, lol. I'm just rambling. Thanks!