I can relate to not going to social events because of fear. Stuttering ruined my ability to play high school basketball and football. Like you said, sports is not about talking, but doing that particular time stuttering made me not want to do anything. I realized my mistake and I still regret it. Yeah that's the spirit. Who cares if you stutter. There are lots of people out there who have severe conditions. These people would happily trade their severe illnesses for your stuttering. Things could easily be a lot worse for you but it's not. Try to live by this mindset, hopefully it will help. It's what I live by. In this world, people will judge you so be prepared for that. However there are really good people in this world who will not judge you and accept your stuttering. In my experience, I've met so many people who didn't care. I had one friend who used to tease me about it in high school for one year but I know he didn't mean it in a bad way. When it's all said and done, you'll be fine.😀