I’m sorry man. I understand. Sometimes I can barely hold a conversation and it sucks. I just had an intense job interview in front of 4 chiefs. It was intimidating af. I was flowing good and hit a block so hard I sat there for 5 seconds stuck and I could tell they were like wtf? I mentioned the stutter, told a little sarcastic joke about the convenience of it acting up during interviews and dates with good lookin women. But maintained the confidence. It’s taken years to maintain the confidence through it. But it’s possible. Truly adopt the attitude of “I stutter sometimes and sometimes a lot, so what?” She sounds like a superficial bitch anyway dude.