commentr/StutterMarch 9, 2020

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Thank you. I know the pastor understood because after words I said “I’m so sorry” and laughed a little, he said “it’s ok I put you on the spot” I said “that’s one thing I’m bad at” and he had be read parts of the book after and stuff and my stutter was a lot better. But he made me a co-leader for the group and I feel like I failed. Idk what at, but I feel like I did. It’s just embarrassing when you can’t get a words out. And then I became anxious and didn’t know what to say and the cycle of the stutter and anxiety fueled each other and I was stuck. That was definitely my worst stutter experience. I put my stutter on the prayer cards they have. I did cause I wanna be healed. But also so the pastor knows it’s something I struggle with and he understands. But I’m so embarrassed I hate it

Themes

Emotional ExperienceCauses & Variability

Subthemes

Shame & EmbarrassmentStress & Fight/FlightAnxiety & Social Judgment

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public_speaking