Honestly the stutter is not the worst part for me, i mean it's obviously a negative part but the anxiety that comes with it is so much worse. I'm sure people do not understand im anxious 24/7. A few days ago i had to say my number out loud at university in front of only 25 people, i was sweating. A friend of mine was talking to me and i couldn't hear a thing he said. I just said "don't talk to me right now". I'm anxious since the start of september because i have a presentation in NOVEMBER. WTF I dont' care what people think about it, i just wish i could relax more