Life passes by, and I'm getting bored of the emptiness I'm in.

Life passes by, and I'm getting bored of the emptiness I'm in. A small thought that I have and that makes me uncomfortable, annoys me, and disappoints me a bit about life. I'm tired of doing tasks with no human contact, sitting behind a desk doing extremely repetitive tasks when there's so much more to life. Being unable to exchange ideas drives me crazy. Of course, it would be easy to address my anxieties by suggesting I pursue a manual job, but I don't have one, I don't want one, or rather, I would have had something better than what I currently have if I didn't stutter. does anyone want to do a sell job ?