First you need to keep in your mind is that your stutter doesn't control your life. It's just a part of who you are, like some people are short, or ugly, or fat. Everybody has a flaw. You must learn to live with it and don't put yourself down, you are worth it. Now fix the rest of your live and your stutter will fix itself. Pursue your ambitions, your dreams, do things that you like, enjoy. Don't let it be the central part of your life. It holds you back because you let it hold you back. PM if you'd like.