You got to be kind to yourself. You didn't get here by choices you made. There's no fault to be laid at your feet. Every time you put yourself out there knowing that you might stutter is a goddamn victory. People give up and quit many things for many different reasons. I assure you the regret of quitting is worse than the pain of stuttering. That difficult conversation yesterday or today will fade. If you give up on yourself that stays with you. Try and focus on your successes. We all have failures. But I think we don't give enough weight to our successes. Everyone here wants to see you succeed.