In a deep depression about my stutter. I don’t know how to get out

In a deep depression about my stutter. I don’t know how to get out I start university in a few days. I’m extremely down most of the day, I don’t feel happy, and it takes way too much effort to even make one sound. I’m in a lot of emotional and physical pain and I don’t know what to do. This is all because I can’t talk like a normal human being. I can’t even watch films or TV series because I get insanely envious about their ability to speak.